Hello?
I need more mirrors.
Bob, I can't see!
I can't see!
Bob!
Another day,
another day to start all over again.
Hey.
Nice day for hiking.
Everyday is a nice day for hiking!
You're heading for the wilderness cabin at Vihtasaari?
Yeah...
I am supposed be there by five.
Maybe... if you set a good pace.
You come up from Helsinki?
Nope, from Oulu.
Oulu?
Tough place!
Tougher people!
Yes. I am quite sure you will make it by five.
Look, my cabin is over on the other side of the lake.
Only place around here, just in case.
There's a storm on the way later.
Oulu, remember?
It's different here...
Everything starts to look the same after a while.
Yes, I think I might have got turned around.
I should get going.
Have a good day!
Good hiking.
You're awake.
How are you feeling?
You hit your head, in the storm yesterday.
Here...
I brought you breakfast.
And some painkillers.
I... I need to call...
I think you hit your head harder than we thought.
Here, look up at the light.
I told you this?
The storm took out the phone lines.
But I need to get to...
No, what you need is rest.
I was a medic. In the army.
I know a concussion when I see one.
Eat up.
Emergency rations.
Don't worry,
Soon you'll forget what real food tasted like!
What happened to my stuff?
Didn't find any stuff, just you.
Passed out in the middle of the woods.
Do you remember at all what happened?
No...
I remember...
...putting my bag down.
And.
Music.
There was a smell...
A sweet smell.
And a hat.
A musical hat.
I don't know...
But that does sound like you got hit in the head.
The wind wake you up?
It always does.
How do you feel? - I'm all right.
Don't get up, honey.
I'm not sick, Bob.
I'll make it. - You don't have to.
I'll be all right.
Go out and read your paper. - All right.
Fuck!
I was just making breakfast.
How is your head?
I... Ummm... I'm sorry, What...
What's going on?
Where am I?
We met... yesterday
Well, I was heading back here when I found you.
Sweetheart, look-
Must've been a falling branch. From the storm.
I... I need to call my friends?
They'll be expecting me.
I think you hit your head harder than we thought.
I told you this already? Last night?
The storm took out the phone lines.
You think you should go to work?
I have to.
You don't remember?
I remember...
Sort of.
I'm just... having...
Really bad deja vue or something.
That's quite common with a concussion.
I was a medic. In the army.
Come, sit down, eat.
No, please.
"The Last Man on Earth".
It's my favourite movie.
Don't take him away like this.
A man.
Alone.
Is it Ben?
Perhaps not... the right mood for now.
And if it is?
It isn't, Virge.
Is that what you really think...
...or just what you'd like to think?
Come on.
Country hospitality.
It's emergency rations.
Don't worry...
Soon you'll forget what real food tasted like!
You were meeting your friends at the wilderness cabin?
No... No, I'm meeting them tomorrow.
A Vihtasaari.
I got you some painkillers.
For your head.
Thank you.
No problemo.
You speak English?
What?
I'm an uncultured hick? Because I live in the wilderness?
No...
I was in the army. I traveled.
Picked up a few things.
Some English.
The ability to live off packaged food for an extremely long time.
It's very beautiful here.
But lonely?
For some.
Peaceful?
Free from temptation.
When I came home I had...
...some problems.
With addiction.
My uncle Jussi, he had a problem.
Alcohol.
Had?
I decided to come out here. Away from temptation.
And this temptation...
Was it anything to do with wearing women's clothes?
Because this... This definitely isn't mine.
Your clothes were soaked!
Those belonged to...
A lady visitor.
I'm antisocial, not a monk.
You're no fun at all... besides...
But hey!
We can still get to know each other, right?
Gym card...
Hiking club huh?
Donor card.
Good girl!
University ID.
"Faculty of Social sciences" Of course.
Jesus, would it kill you to wear something feminine?
Aha, bingo! now we can get to know each other, huh?
"Dear Judith, I wanted to write and to explain...
...and I know I should have been at the funeral.
After everything, it seems like a such a small thing.
One day after so many months.
Just another day to live through.
But it was one day more than I had left in me.
I didn't know this would get so heavy!
"Dear Judith,
I want to say that I am sorry...
...but more I want to say thank you.
I remember that first Christmas with Amber.
The whole family was there,
and I just felt loved...
...and accepted for the first in a long time.
I felt like I was enough.
Sometimes I think I was more in love...
...with that feeling than I ever was with Amber."
"I could not look you in the eyes.
You were grieving.
Because my first thought that day...
...when they told me she passed quietly away,
my first thought was, I'm free.
I fucking laughed."
No, no.
Don't do that... to yourself. It's right.
You did the right thing.
This thing,
The writing, we did that.
So we had to write a letter to...
to someone we had lost. Who died.
It was a group for that.
And, it, I guess it did. Help.
But... Sometimes you just have to leave someone behind.
They call it...
...'survivors guilt'.
It's very common.
But... Sometimes you just have to leave someone behind.
Because all those things you told yourself about who you are...
...and what you believe...
They are just lies...
...that help you sleep...
Weapons to defend yourself against the world.
Maybe you're not the hero of this story?
Maybe you're the villain?
Maybe there is no story.
No sense in it at all.
And the best you can do is just...
Survive.
To survivors.
Fuck!
Not on her dress...
I have to change clean-up.
I suppose it's about time.
I did something about this mess.
Is anyone here?
You're awake...
I guess I knew the drugs weren't a long term solution...
OK, let's not do anything crazy.
Hello?
The wind wake you up?
I'm not sick, Bob.
I'll make your breakfast.
It's the middle of the night.
I'm not sick, Bob.
I'll make your breakfast.
It's the middle of the night.
Look, can you get me some medicine?
Bandage,
pills?
Pain.
In the bathroom, maybe.
Thank you.
Okay.
Thank you.
Good.
Do you understand me?
Fuck.
It's okay.
So you finally decided to come back.
Good boy.
No.
Don't worry, boy.
You're gonna be all right.
Yes, you are.
There now.
We've got you all cleaned up.
You're gonna feel better.
I'm gonna put you down here now and you can rest.
Hmm?
You poor driven thing.
Everything's gonna be all right.
Nobody's gonna hurt you.
Everything's gonna be all right.
All right.
You're going to get better.
We're gonna have lots of happy times together.
You'll see everything's going to be fine.
Do you know what to do with this?
I'll tell you what to do.
First you need to prop my leg up on a cushion.
Gently, gently, okay?
Okay, and now you put-
Okay.
I better put it back where it belongs.
You are going to get better.
We're going to have lots of happy times together.
You will see.
Everything's going to be fine.
Okay.
He was my friend?
Yes, yes.
We are friends.
Hey, you don't belong in here.
I'm not sick, Bob.
I'll make your breakfast.
Do you really want to watch this?
Is that what you really think...
...or just what you'd like to think?
Can we watch something else?
Listen, you get us some food...
...and I'll pick something to watch.
Okay?
Can you make my breakfast?
Another day to live through?
Better get started.
Sick with mourning,
sick with fear, unable to sleep.
He chased me across the field.
Hit me.
Dragged me to this house.
Have you been looking at these?
They can't bear to see their image.
It repels them.
I'm sorry that those things happened to you...
...but it wasn't my fault.
Listen, I'm sorry.
I just want to talk to you.
Sorry.
I never meant for this to happen.
Just come back to the house. I only want to talk.
I told you, I had an addiction. I honestly can't help myself.
I'm sorry. I swear, I was trying... I just got weak. I saw you and...
So I tried to control it. Best I could.
Look at where we are. Huh? You think I like living out here?!
Eating the same shit day after day?
Working for those fucking Russian assholes...
Just to pay the bills?
No!
I did it to protect people like you!
You don't need a man to protect you?
So you come. All the way out here...
...a fucking... tourist!
Can't leave the wild places to the wild people, no.
No!
You have to come out here...
And take.
Take! Take!
Take the solitude that was mine!
The silence that was mine!
Flaunting yourself like that?
So unconcerned.
Why?
Because men like me...
Protect you!
What did you think would happen?
Out here on your own?
This is wilderness?
Full of wild things!
Things that can track.
Predators...
Hey, sorry.
I'm sorry that those things happened to you.
Listen, I just want to talk to you.
I'm sorry.
Hey.
Look, I'm not going to hurt you, okay?
I just need the key to my van.
See?
Not going to hurt you.
I don't know who did those things to you.
I don't know...
Well he's not here.
No, nothing.
How would I know?
Hey there...
You're awake...